Confused<\/u><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
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I don\u2019t know what to say<\/p>\n
Shall I go on, or shall I stay<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t know what to think<\/p>\n
Am I awake or am I asleep<\/p>\n
If I\u2019m awake, I wish to sleep<\/p>\n
Off and away to state of peace<\/p>\n
If I\u2019m asleep I wish to awake<\/p>\n
Taking with it this nightmare state<\/p>\n
Is this what is to be or what is to come<\/p>\n
Amusement to others, a pawn for some<\/p>\n
Is this reality or is this a mere dream<\/p>\n
A voiceless soul reaching out to scream<\/p>\n
A wounded animal holding onto a forgotten past<\/p>\n
Pondering existence, how long will the torture last<\/p>\n
Blind to the ways of which people now see<\/p>\n
Bound by honor, and that of which used to be<\/p>\n
Unmoved to the looks and words of hate<\/p>\n
A statement of honesty and a testing of faith<\/p>\n
Watching as others go on with life with each setting of the sun<\/p>\n
Wandering across the plains in search of the one<\/p>\n
Like sand through the inevitable hourglass<\/p>\n
An inanimate object to those that pass<\/p>\n
Bound to this realm in a unwilling fire<\/p>\n
Lost of hope, searching for desire<\/p>\n