You see if you try to grasp onto and hold all those dear to you, family, friends, loved ones it can be like trying to hold a full hand of sand. No matter how hard you try unles the sand wants to stay within your hand for whatever reason. the harder you hold onto it the more the sand will slowly fall through your fingers. There’s nothing wrong with your hands, and for the most part there’s nothing wrong with wanting to be in their life as much as?you want them in yours but it just happens that way?if only one sides wants it?<\/p>\n