Thursday November 8, 2001 at 10:09 pm
Justification
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Justify my existence I ask
Justify why I should shed the mask
Darkness, sorrow, agony, despair
A piece of my life is what I share
Death is only becoming to those who wish upon it
Justify my existence
Justify why I should live on with it
The heartache, the loneliness, the sorrow, the lack of compassion
Those are among the things I can live without
If you an call my current state living
Long ago I wrote of this sadness
And today it still appears to be
My heart is cold
Nothing more than a shell of what once was
Nothing matters anymore
My happiness was a mere fantasy
A delusion of sorts
One that occasionally clouds my mind
Like a mirage off in the distance
The harder I try to reach it
The further away it appears
A goal that only others preach
Justify my existence
Justify how, when the only thing to keep me sane
Has been taken away
Justify my existence
Justify how, when the powers that be reach out from the night
You can’t….
That’s what I thought!
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