Wednesday December 5, 2001 at 01:05 am
Confused
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I don’t know what to say
Shall I go on, or shall I stay
I don’t know what to think
Am I awake or am I asleep
If I’m awake, I wish to sleep
Off and away to state of peace
If I’m asleep I wish to awake
Taking with it this nightmare state
Is this what is to be or what is to come
Amusement to others, a pawn for some
Is this reality or is this a mere dream
A voiceless soul reaching out to scream
A wounded animal holding onto a forgotten past
Pondering existence, how long will the torture last
Blind to the ways of which people now see
Bound by honor, and that of which used to be
Unmoved to the looks and words of hate
A statement of honesty and a testing of faith
Watching as others go on with life with each setting of the sun
Wandering across the plains in search of the one
Like sand through the inevitable hourglass
An inanimate object to those that pass
Bound to this realm in a unwilling fire
Lost of hope, searching for desire
WOW! this is the lyric version of the emotions that have been swirling around me in the past two weeks. dude, you are good. blog on.