Monday October 29, 2001 at 10:38 pm

Wow it’s been some time since i posted but hey no tyme like the present right. Well it’s a lil past 1 here and i’m up thinkin bout my future and whether or not one really even exist. I checked out another guys website a bit agao and i could completely related to what he was talking about missing someone. It’s a bitch every call every sound of an car driving by ur hearts stops for that split second and u wonder. No that’s not the part i’m refering to. It’s part is the fact that u went through all that 4 nothing cuz in the end it doesn’t happen. So sufice to say the bitch part is the disappointing part.

Wonder if that was a lil over the top there….nah i doubt..and sicne this is my log and my thoughts there is no over the top since no one ever reads this but me….or at least i think. I wonder if thers a way to publicize it or somthing..ther’s never any comments on here from anyone who may come romping along. That either tells me no one actaully comes along to begin with or…..no one intrested in what i say. Which from my standpoint seems to be a daily occurence, surprise surprise…

Maybe i’m being bitter..or pissed off without really even knowing it, hell even a tad bit depressed. Why let’s see…no job..STILL (this is really pissing me off and depressing me), and well..lets just say…damn guess i can’t ..umm yeah i can..lets just say the Big D’s saying of “shit or get off the pot” sometimes can lead to unclear results. thus maybe u should go for that extra wipe before u get off the pot.

So i’m feelin abit like the opposite of the cheers song. ” I wanna go where nobody know’s my name”. But in a weird way sometimes i feel like i’m already there, only problem is i know they know�my name but i get the feeling some of em just don’t care.

On a brighter note the Yankees got their asses handed to them again by the DiamondBacks in game 2 of the World Series. That will be a kick ass day when the Dbacks win it, especially if they make it back here to Phoenix for game 5. It sucks that in order to do that they have to lose at least 2 games, but hey somthings are just worth it.

I watched tonites game over at My friend Mike’s house. Him and i grew up togetehr and he just moved back in with the parentals for a bit. Since they ahve a big screen heather (whom just got back from a fun fileld weekend of camping and quading)�and I went over to watch it with him and his parents.

Not to eventfull just another game really. I was happy they won, but was more concrened about the furture games and how the yanks did their lineup for this one, and how the Dbacks did theirs. the next few games are gunna be hard on em and they won’t have home field advantage.

oh well gotta reboot now since i just finsihed reloading Win2k, i’ll tell u bout that later maybe